So this is my first Blog. The day after the one year anniversary of Sept. 11th. I remember what I did that day, and I remember feeling lost because I couldn't do anything. I also found out that my friend was supposed to be on that flight from Jersey (can't remember the flight # to S.F.), but she stayed behind to finish up work (thank God). I just felt lost that day, didn't know what direction I was going in. We went to work, they sent us home...and all day all I could do is watch TV, couldn't even sleep. All I can say is that i'm very sorry for all the families and friends who lost their loved ones. We can only hope for the best, and go on from there. I know in the end we will all be stronger for it.